after a long pause

I feel a sense of sadness. A feeling of exhaustion....a feeling that perhaps the young Giebenrath can relate to. Many years from now this feeling will be forgotten and just like the pains from a decade ago seem lost somewhere. There was a time when .... Well, I do not remember anymore. I think what makes me wonder is that life and above all the human soul is not like a burning star-mindless and aimless. Its complexity scares me and above all I know someone who I do not know. Why! I care for this flower because it is mine. The Little Prince would be proud of me for I too have flower.

Who is out there? Please tell me, why is this existence so heavy. What sins am I paying for? Oh! I see. I am paying the price for believing in sin. Did I spend those nights staying awake in vein? Why did you not tell me about this illusion?

Abandoned? Could somebody give me directions to my next destination.

Oye! Faisal! You will be laughing at this in another decade as another epoch where you felt your soul shake. This is LIFE!